在大学的校园里，我与他手挽手，笑容灿烂。那时，同学们见面总是羡慕不已：你的男朋友真帅啊，你们真是天作之合！他脸上露出一丝娇羞，低下了头。

四年后，我即将毕业，我们一起回到我家乡县城见父母。谁知，当我母亲询问他的情况，她的脸色突然变得阴沉。父亲冷哼地反问：“你不过是个做点心的，而我女儿是一名大学生，你能给她幸福吗？”最后，我哭着送他回旅馆。在家中，我明白自己坚持这段爱情到绝食抗议。当我的父母锁上了房门，我从窗户爬到了隔壁阿姨家，然后偷跑出去找他。

当初，我们是在附近的小吃店相遇的。他是那里的著名点心师，每次看到我，他都会脸红。

有一天，小吃店人少，他现场制作了一些蛋挞，在上面放了一颗葡萄干，用一种温柔的声音说：“这是公主蛋挞，这样很适合你。”镶有葡萄干的公主蛋挞成了我们四年的专属，甘甜了我们整整四年。或许，甜美背后的酸涩更为深刻。我现在所受的痛苦令人震惊。一向孝顺我的我，不忍心看着父母用泪洗面，他们日渐憔悴，但同时仍然坚决握住他的手：“没关系，我们还是要在一起！”

然而，当我第六次偷跑出去去旅馆时，那个效劳员给我一个小小纸团，是千纸鹤，说那个男生已经退房离开了。我慌乱无措，那段时间内，我几乎每晚失眠。当我终于拿到去省城寻找他的路费，却发现他曾经辞职离开。这段日子里，我不知流下了多少泪水，只剩深深的失望。

不管人如何痛苦，时间依旧流逝。后来，我淡化对他的怯懦和痛恨，与公司的一个收入丰厚部门经理谈恋爱，再后来嫁人生子周末坐在自家的车里和家人去郊游赏花。那初恋只留下淡淡痕迹，只有那只千纸鹤仍夹在我的日记本中。

分开六年后，这天翻看旧物 suddenly saw that paper crane, a little confused, did not rashly tear it open.

Inside were written in fine handwriting: I had hoped to let you be my happiness forever, but all I brought you was pain. You each time sneakily leave home will become thinner and more pale, I'm heartbroken to death. These three months I privately went to see your parents many times, begged them in vain. I couldn't bear for you to struggle so much; as long as you first withdraw from me, let you completely forget me and fill the emptiness with new happiness.

The brushwork was messy with tears. She vaguely recalled her parents once saying he never fought for anything and would disappear at critical moments; what kind of man is that?

Now talking about these things has no use anymore but she still couldn't help calling her mother: Did he really ask for us many times? Who's been lying? Her mother remained silent for a long time then sighed deeply said: He really is a devoted child.

He indeed asked for her parents many times. The last time's situation she remembered clearly:

He appeared before them black-eyed with disheveled clothes looking somewhat lost said "I'm going to give up on her; never contact again; just want Mom please tell me about her well-being later." A year later he called every week gradually knew she married had children half-year call once He specifically told me don't tell him avoid worrying him His calls came from far-off places without fixed cities Three months ago his final call said "I also want to settle down" saying "Forget faster than you my pace is slow But there's finally some empty space in my heart"

She listened on tears streaming down face It turned out forgetting too was a blessing turning back too was deep love